Insomnia
Woke up at 4am today, can't got back to sleep. I guess it's bc i'm too excited to meet him, since we haven't met each other for more than a month. such a pathetic reaction. I guess i was a bit sad when i got back home. we didn't have physical interaction like before. just by standing by his side, i lose my self, also lost him. or i've never "owned" him. never. we've never committed with each other, or the perfect timing to do so had gone. none of these matters anymore.